My psyche juddering

Divine intercession 

Tore me apart 

Stripped me down 

 To my basest elements 

 

Again and again 

I screamed 

Before I surrendered 

Pain and Grace intertwined 

 

My psyche juddering

Divine intercession 

Building molding 

Creating 

 

My consciousness 

What is it becoming 

 

I laugh as the nails pound

Into the forming structure 

For I cannot cry

I still cannot cry

 

My psyche juddering 

Divine intercession 

Soothes the growing pains 

Holds me firm

When I am so fluid 

 

Sacred fire burns

Old patterns and walls to nothing 

And the nails continue to pound

Relentlessly 

Building what I cannot see

Welcome I say to them

 

I am blind 

I am blind 

Yet so clearly I see

 

The suffering and the freedom 

Each sacred 

As one leads to more

Of the other 

Through Divine surrender 

Always through surrender 

 

May I always be blessed 

With this Grace

In the face of 

every death and rebirth 

Every breakdown leading to 

Every expansion 

 

Surrendered freedom 

Boundless love 

Ever my destination 

 

I bow down 

Make offerings of worship

To the Divine transmuting force

Om Ah Hung

- Self Alchemy Seeker