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Who AM I?

That is a great question. I am a student, I am a star child, I am a co-creator, I am a child, and I am darkness. I am a multi-faceted being who is trying to navigate my life from one moment to the next like any other child. I am a lover; I love my relationships with as much might and human emotion as I can muster. I try to navigate gracefully, but I stumble occasionally. I am a student trying to learn a bit every day about how to be a better person, develop efficient techniques for my career of the moment, and become an overall better human being.

I am a star child; I am a being of the heavens sent here to repeat a framework of “life” I am told is true while the masses struggle in the waking and sleeping hours. I am a co-creator; I am the hollow bone, the conduit who vibrates at frequencies beyond one reality and communes with plant, animal, mineral, humanoid, and non-humanoid alike.

I am a child; I am the ever-curious creation of creators just beyond comprehension that every so often whispers in my ear that they “got my back.” I am the darkness where the void of darkness no light can grow. I make mistakes, I do terrible things, and I learn and grow from the struggles around me. I am both the slave and the master—a being of Northern Tewa descent and Spanish heritage. I am my grandmother and her native ancestry who passes the medicine through hands that do not belong to me, and I am the pompous captor of my father’s line who was just following orders but with conquest brought destruction and disease.

I am Sanchez, I am Romero, I am Martinez, I am Cordova, and I am Gonzales. But my name is now Adam Weeks. I find myself at a crossroads of sorts where I planned and prepped for a lifetime hoping and wishing I would never be my father’s mental illness nor my mother’s abandonment and greed.

I find myself sitting with plant medicine on this sabbatical as part of a journey to discover wherever life takes me.